JOSETTE’S STORY, Chapter 5
By Christopher Leeson
Over the next three days, the Josette and
Darrell were seen together around the school frequently. At each
meeting, Darrell looked and sounded more relaxed. But Josette knew
that other people—including Josie's friends—were watching them,
too.
When a couple of girls from the in-crowd
cornered her, she had no choice but to talk to them politely, but
they only chattered about what the “group” was doing. Being
around people who knew Josie so well tied Josette into knots. In
contrast, she felt at ease around Darrell.
#
On
the fourth day, near the end of school, Josette saw Leah near her
locker; Leah smiled oddly. The honey blonde came up wearing a short
miniskirt and a sleeveless top. Josette pretended to admire her
fashion while getting a good, long look at Leah’s shapely
legs.
"Hey Jo, I've been wondering why you've come
back from summer vacation as if you turned into a whole different
person."
"I find it exhausting to fuss over
fashion every day. Really, what’s so important about material
things?"
"Who are you and what have you done
with Josie?” Leah asked.
The question startled Josette.
“What do you mean?”
“Why is fashion suddenly not
important to you? Have you had a stroke or something?”
Josette
eyed her coolly. “Leah, what specific topic requires
discussion?”
Leah wrinkled her nose as if smelling
something that she didn’t care for. "We need to talk
seriously. You’ve been staying off by yourself lately unless you’re
slumming with that nerd, Darrell. The entire school is wondering
what’s with you."
“Groups such as ours must be
careful to maintain impeccable reputations.”
Josette
scowled. "Why can’t I be friends with anyone I want
to?"
“Don’t you remember you gave your oath to
the group to think and act just like them?”
That used to
work; however, we’re maturing. Maybe we’re coming under different
rules now.”
Leah looked like she’d been stung by a
wasp. “Chill out, Josie! I’m giving you the advice you need to
salvage your reputation! Maybe it’s not your fault. Maybe you had a
heat stroke last summer! No error is worse than a social misstep.
Don’t you see that hanging with the wrong people is going to turn
into the wrong person yourself? Have you had a medical checkup
lately? Like with a psychiatrist?”
“Leah, that remark
is unkind. There’s nothing wrong with me, except I’ve tried to be
a kid for too long. Global fashion, parties, and musical tastes don’t
add up to much. With Darrell, I’m learning how to play strategic
war games. I’m getting pretty good at it!”
Leah looked
incredulous. “I hope you’re only going through a phase. If you
don’t come up for air, you’re going to be voted out of your
social circle, and people will freeze you out!”
“You’re
talking about canceling me? Great! Cancellation would be better than
dealing with all this bullying!”
Leah blinked in
surprise. “You won’t make me angry, Josie. Even if you won’t
admit it, I know something is bothering you. This isn’t the real
you. I'm still holding out the hope that I’ll soon have my best
friend back. When you decide you need help, just say you’re sorry
and we can build back better.”
“I might do that,”
said Josette, “but don’t rush me. I’m still on
vacation.”
Leah, shaking her head, flounced away.
“Damn
those snobs!” Josette muttered to herself. “They really are going
to cancel me!”
While she didn’t exactly care for the
idea of being rejected in scorn, if Josie’s old gang cut her out of
the herd, she at least wouldn’t have to listen to their
silliness.
Josette had promised to link up with Darrell
after school for sodas. She found him waiting for her on the driveway
at the parking lot.
Darrell peered at her through
narrowed eyes. "Everything ok, Josie? “You have a funny
expression.”
“I’m fine. It’s just that Leah said
something mean to me.”
“Did she get catty about
something?”
“No, but we don’t see eye to eye
anymore. I’m almost eighteen, and my outlook is changing. It’s
time for me to turn a page, and the gang doesn’t understand
that.”
Darrell nodded sympathetically. "Do you
still feel like grabbing that soda?"
Josette managed
a smile. "Now more than ever!"
At the cafe,
Darrell’s stream of jokes soon had her laughing again. Darrell
seemed preoccupied. Finally, he asked her, “Maybe we can go to the
movies together this weekend?”
Josette didn’t think
twice before agreeing, as Loren and Darrell had been to the movies
together many times. “Sure, I want us to relate to one another as
friends.”
"So do I!" Darrell said quickly. Too
quickly.
So they took a lunch downtown and then took in
the seven o’clock showing. Unfortunately, the movie thumped and
thudded. Neither of them liked woke movies. A newly graduated female
officer, this film’s protagonist, demonstrated better skills and
instincts than the station’s most seasoned officers. The film’s
men were either creepy or inept. A series of unlikely events carried
the viewers to credits, where the May Sue rookie found a man she
could trust—a downtown troublemaker long under the watchful eye of
the law.
They each bought candy before leaving the
theater, needing to get the film’s bad taste out of their mouths.
“One would think that a cop movie would be pretty based,” Darrell
apologized.
“Don’t sweat it,” said Josette. “These
days, only the classics are worth watching. You know what you’re
getting in the older stuff. There are thousands of old films on Roku
channels I haven’t watched yet.”
“Maybe we can watch
a few together,” Darrell suggested.
“Yeah, maybe. But
don’t push events too fast, Darrell. I’m not ready for anything
serious.”
“I swear,” he promised without enthusiasm.
Days of classes and activities followed. She was no
longer being approached by the group, and she supposed she’d been
canceled. She learned of her social expulsion only through the gang’s
silence. Even Leah, who had claimed to want to fix things, did not
come near her.
Josette shrugged off her social problems.
She only wished she had broken with them first. But with so much on
her mind, she had stopped obsessing about the next dark moon. But the
dark of the moon hadn’t forgotten about her. It slammed into her on
the next evening after the movie trip. The next thing she knew, she
lay on her mattress, looking at the ceiling.
Sitting up,
Josette noticed that Loren’s posters of comic book heroes had
returned to the walls. It took only seconds longer to realize that
she wasn’t a she anymore. She—he—was Loren again!
Loren
let his head fall back, and he exhaled a moan of relief. The spell
really had been temporary. The whole time, he feared the instruction
sheet was nonsense and lived in fear of being a girl for life.
That
didn’t happen.
So, now, what—?
#
Loren
fell asleep where he lay and awoke before sunup. He examined himself
again, double-checking to see that his restored maleness hadn’t
been a dream.
The youth lay there until the sun was
almost up, thinking. His girl-experience was sharp in every detail;
it was nothing like a dream. He had been hooked into something weird
and crazy, but now it seemed to be over.
His life was once
more on track.
He had come back from Crazy Land, and it
felt good to be able to wear male clothes without looking silly in
them. His mother didn’t so much as blink when he walked into the
kitchen as a boy. But after a couple of days, Loren realized he was
once more tracking through the mire of a very dull world.
At
school, Darrell came over and said, “Hi, Loren,” and then
continued down the hall. It soon became plain that absolutely no one
remembered Josette. Nothing was left of her, except the memories that
Loren carried with him.
But in talking to the few friends
he had, he had been around as a boy for the whole of the last month.
Weird! The next time he was together with Darrell, he asked leading
questions, trying to find out whether his best bud remembered doing
things with him as Loren over the past month.
He did.
Like, they'd gone to that dumb cop movie, and neither of them had
liked it.
Maybe he felt a little less bad about being a
social failure. When given the chance to be one of the school’s
social in-crowd, he had rejected the idea. He had found out that the
friends he had in this life were also the friends he wanted in
Josette’s life. But why was he a social failure in his life, and
Josie had been a social butterfly in hers? He couldn’t think of any
way that Josie was better than he was, except that she had an angel
face and a killer body.
Maybe the major differences
between him and Josie was that Loren knew that his life was empty,
and Josie hadn’t figured that out about hers. Outwardly, she was
full of life and fun, but Loren could see that her world was nothing
but a pillowcase stuffed with feathers. Another difference between
them was that Josie’s life was heading for a fall. In contrast,
Loren felt like his life had already fallen.
Also, he
wondered what Josette might be doing just then in her own world. He
wondered what would have happened to him by now if he had stayed in
Josette's pantyhose a little longer.
With the new moon
drawing nigh, Loren entered a strange state of mind. He caught
himself contemplating the fact that, according to the instruction
sheet, he could become Josette again and pick up the adventure where
it had left off.
But, no, that was crazy! Some mistake or
some freak accident could trap him in Girl World forever. If so, what
would his life become then?
He thought girls could have
fun, like the old song said. But he didn’t like to think about the
fate of livers doing the girl thing. It seemed like girls got the
best things in life until they got to be about thirty. For a guy, he
rarely had anything to boast about until he passed thirty.
But
there was one thing that he didn't like about Josette's life. And
that thing was the tenseness of her relationship with Darrell.
Loren
knew very well that no normal guy could hang close to a hot girl and
not think about sex. Even if Josette had liked boys, Darrell was off
limits in that department. Romancing his close friend would have been
like romancing one's brother! If Darrell pushed too hard, it could
ruin their friendship. If Josette hadn't had Darrell, she'd have been
up the creek and all alone. But Loren didn't blame his bud for
getting hot and bothered around Josette. In Darrell’s shoes, Loren
would have felt, and wanted, the same things he did.
But
as the days rolled on and the new moon edged closer, Loren couldn’t
get the magic oil out of his mind. He tried to fight off the
silly—and dangerous—ideas he was having.
But when the
hour of the new moon arrived, without making a certain decision to do
so, he touched an oiled Q-Tip to his left arm.
#
Josette
awoke the next morning. She got out of bed and could once more admire
the sexy pajamas she was wearing. When Mrs. Melford called her down
for breakfast, she ate breakfast in a semi-daze, saying little. Once
at school, Josette’s attitudes and outlooks returned to her. Only,
on this second time around, she felt a little more confident and
daring.
But Josette had popped back into Josie's hide
in the middle of the school week, and so she drove to Westbrook High
wearing a short skirt and blouse. As she parked, she saw Darrel
approaching. He waved and shouted, "Josette!”
“Hi,”
she replied.
"I missed you!" said
Darrell.
“Missed me? Did I disappear for a month or
something?”
“What are you talking about?"
“When
did we last see each other?”
“What’s with you? Don’t
you remember giving me a ride home yesterday after school?”
“Oh,
yeah! Sorry. You know how it is! Girls always get forgetful during
their time of the month!”
“I never heard they did,”
Darrell replied.
“We do, but we don’t like to talk
about it.”
After school, they took malts together.
Darrell kept suggesting things they could do together over the next
few days.
Some things she agreed to do. And she did them.
Now that she had actually chosen to be a girl for another month,
Josette lost her uptight reluctance to show off her sumptuous skin.
She started looking at her wardrobe as if she was a co-star on
Unhappily Ever After, wearing things that were bright-colored,
tight, and short.
But dressing that way made the boys
more interested in her. A lot of them started acting squirrelly
around her. They seemed to want to speak to her, but got so
tongue-tied that she couldn’t understand what they were saying half
the time. The worst boys were the pushy ones, always wanting her to
take her places. This made her remember how some girls complained
they didn't dare go anywhere alone because the boys would come at
them like bees came at flowers. That was why girlfriends or a steady
boy were a necessity for them.
Her solution was to hang
steady with Darrell. That worked out fine, and it was on her
suggestion that they went to the beach together on Saturday.
When
they hit the sand, Josette attracted many a longing male glance. She
was a bikini in public for the first time, though she had tried on
every swimsuit Josie had in private. The one she took with her to the
beach was a Rio-cut number decorated with a stained-glass-type
pattern.
The other girls at the beach were less readable
than the boys, and they didn’t smile her way. She was making them
jealous, and that made her laugh inside. She especially liked making
the hot chicks feel peeved because of the shabby way they had treated
Loren!
"Doesn’t all this attention make you
uncomfortable?" Darrell asked.
“Do you want me to
show less?” she asked him.
“Oh, God, no! The sight of
you drives me out of my mind! And I love the feeling!”
“That’s
nice, Darrell, but don’t take that feeling to any place crazy. It
might hurt our friendship.”
Darrell winced. "It’s
hard not to be creepy around you, Josette. My temperature goes up
every time I look at you."
Josette regarded him
wryly. “I’m nothing special. Look around. Almost every female
with sand on her feet is wearing a bikini. Some even have string
bikinis on.”
“Since we’ve arrived, I haven’t
looked at anybody but you.”
“Don’t get too intense,
Darrell. Intensity makes me jumpy.”
“Say now! I’m
getting a little confused about what our relationship is.”
“Whatever
it is, do you like it?”
“I like parts of it.”
“Don't
tell me about the parts that you don’t like. It might be
embarrassing.”
“You’re a hard girl to
understand.”
“That must be true.”
The two
of them started talking about new war game releases under the shade
of a beach umbrella, but the more they conversed, the more their
unspoken tension mounted.
Just then, a mob of about a half
dozen teen boys came over, their flesh darkened by twelve summer
weeks out in the sun. Some of them looked buff.
“Say,
babe,” one of them called. “Come out into the light and bloom.
I’d like you to join our volleyball game?”
Josette
looked his way. “Count me out! Me and my man are having a deep
conversation here!”
“I bet nothing about his nerd goes
deep except his conversation!” said a boy who had a deep tan, but
who needed a haircut.
“Hey!” said Darrell, belatedly
exerting himself. “If you need an interpreter, the lady has just
said she doesn’t want to play volleyball with you!”
One
volley ball player looked his way. “With girls, ‘no’ always
means ‘maybe.’”
“I wouldn’t bet on that,” said
Josette.
One of the beach guys reached out for Josette.
“We’ve got some gals on the team. You’ll fit right in. You’ll
be our secret weapon. With the best players on the other side all
looking at you and not the ball, we’ll waste them!” He reached
out to help her stand up.
Josette slapped his hand
away.
It was Darrell who got up so he could shove the
pushy guy away from his girlfriend. “Why don’t you sand ticks
take off?” he asked.
The guy smirked and gave Darrell a
shove. He toppled backwards and struck and sand. When he got up, he
started throwing punches. Josette had never seen Darrell start a
fight before. And he wasn't very good as a brawler.
The
teammates crowded up and formed a ring around Darrell. They pushed
him back and forth between them. Josette leaped up and started
punching, too. One volleyball guy grabbed Josette’s waist and
hoisted her, belly down, over his shoulder.
Some others
couldn’t resist touching her legs, her sides, and her bikini’d
bottom. That’s when Darrell got serious about slugging.
Unfortunately, the interlopers smuggled back. Darrell was soon beaten
to his knees.
“Cut that rough stuff out!” shouted a
mature male voice. “Put that girl down this minute, buddy!”
In
answer, Josette was plopped down on her feet. She staggered a few
steps and saw that the intervening tough guy was the lifeguard on
duty.
“We were just asking her to play volleyball,” a
teen said.
The guard looked her way. “Do you want to
play volleyball with them, Miss?” the lifeguard asked.
“I
told them I didn’t want to,” she answered back.
“That’s
it, then,” said the guard. “Get back to your net before I have to
boot the pack of you off the beach for the rest of the
weekend!”
“Let’s go,” said one of the mob. “Don’t
waste time with the little blonde. She’s stuck up!”
A
half a minute later, Darrell and Josette were left standing alone.
The male half of their duo didn’t look happy.
“Don’t
wear such a long face,” Josette urged.
“All I managed
to do was to get pushed around.”
“You did your best
and that makes me think you’re pretty damned great!”
Darrell
sighed. “I never had to defend a lady before.”
“I
hope you learned something you can use the next time,” the girl
said.
“Hey,” said Darrell, “instead of hanging with
these sun-worshipers, why don’t we get together with my war-game
group? We always try to meet on Saturday night. You mentioned before
that you're interested in war gaming.”
“I am! Just
thinking about doing Advanced Third Reich with five different
generals makes me hot!”
“Maybe you can take one of the
easy armies, like Italy or France?”
“Hell no! I want
to driving panzers into Russia!”
“Okay then! Super!”
exclaimed Darrell, his eyes brightening.
#
Loren
already knew Darrell’s gamer buddies and prepared a treat for them.
She knew every war gamer wished they could bring hot girls into their
gaming circle. When she drove Darrell to the meeting place, she was
wearing a tight tee with shorts that were even tighter.
The
gamers welcomed Josette with eyes wide open, falling all over one
another with gallantry. Unlike the beach posers, they were
scrupulously polite and treated her like a princess. This was the
right sort of crowd for Josette. They were all cut from the same
cloth, sharing interests in fantasy movies and books. The boys
continually stole glances at her chest and her legs, but Josette
understood boys too well to be offended.
#
When
she drove Darrell home, he wasn’t as usual good-natured self as he
usually was after a gaming session. She avoided asking questions
before dropping him off, but at the zoo the next day, Darell's
frustrations spilled over. "I don’t think that you’re taking
our relationship seriously," he blurted.
"What? Where is this coming from?"
"It's been bothering me for a while."
"I
do take it seriously,” she defensively replied. “Why don’t you
say I’m not?”
“Because you never let us talk about
important things.”
“Like what?”
“Like,
you never said what kind of guy you’d most like to marry?”
“Wow, that’s a subject that’s too heavy for me! I
won't be eighteen before next month and I’m living with my mother.
I’d like taking a swing at being on my own for a few years before
tying myself down with a…a husband.” It was hard for Josette even
to pretend to want a husband.
“So, where is our
relationship going? Is it even an actual relationship?”
Josette
shrugged. Aren’t you having a good time with us dating? But lately
you've been looking sour when you should be smiling.”
“I've
got a lot on my mind. If we break up, I’m pretty sure I’ll never
meet your kind again.”
“’Whoa! Who's talking about
breaking up? If we’re really friends, why do we have to break
up?”
“If two people aren’t aimed at the same goal
post, maybe their relationship doesn’t have a future.”
“I
thought I understood guys, but I sure don't understand what you're
saying now,” Josette said.
“I don’t think you get
how strongly I feel about you, Josette. And the vibes you give off
make me think you don’t have any powerful feelings about
me.”
“Relationships are evolving things. Don’t you
think it’s a little early to be breaking the speed limit? I have
strong feelings about you, even if they aren’t romantic. You’re
already talking about marriage, but marriage never puts a seal on a
relationship. It seems like people can go together for years but
suddenly want a divorce a year after they get married. Please,
Darrell, don’t rush things.”
“We haven’t even
kissed yet.”
“Darrell! What's the big deal about
kissing? A kiss can be misunderstood, and misunderstandings can ruin
everything.”
“I've been getting the feeling that
you're putting me into the 'friend zone.' Girls never treat
friend-zone guys seriously.”
“Don’t get mad! If you
start hating on me, I’m there's not going to be much left to my
life. Why isn’t being friends enough?”
“I’m
awfully afraid that you and I don’t want the same thing. Maybe you
think we aren’t right for each other.”
Josette gave
him a hard look. “If I’m not right for you, who is it you like
better?”
“I don’t know anyone else. But you knew
that, and you shouldn’t have forced me to say it!”
“Listen
to yourself! What do you want from me?”
“We can start
with a goodnight kiss,” he suggested.
“That’s
nothing! It won't mean anything!”
“It might if it's
lips to lips.”
“I hope you’re not thinking of
putting your tongue in my mouth.”
“What’s wrong with
that?”
“Get off it! You've never put your tongue into
any girl's mouth. Without practice, how do you know you’d be any
good at it?”
Darrell reacted wrongly. He shifted and
glared toward the monkey cage. “I’m only joking,” Josette said.
“But think clearly! We’ve only known each other for less than
three months. If you start in a desert, don't you figure it's going
to be a long trip to the rain forest?”
Darrell glanced
back. “So, what are you saying?”
"I’m not sure.
Why are you so adamant about kissing me?”
“Do you
seriously not know?” Darrell asked impatiently.
“Cross my heart, I don't,” she replied.
“Stop
that! You're making me feel like I’m bullying you.”
“I
don't want to call you a bully. I’m just saying we shouldn't change
our relationship so soon. A kiss is a big deal and it would change
things. Changes are sometimes for the worse. Would you really break
up with me over this?” Josette asked.
“Not yet. But I
can only wait for so long.”
Frustrated, Josette felt
like grabbing and shaking him. Why shouldn't he be satisfied having
one of the cutest girls at Westbrook High for a girlfriend? Wasn't he
enjoying the prestige that came from hanging with someone as hot as
Josette Melford? Why was it that two guys could remain best friends
for years, but yet the best guy-girl relationships in the world
rarely extended beyond a few weeks?
“You've laid a lot
on my platter. I need time to contemplate this," Josette said.
"For now, can't we talk about something else? The way we’re
going, one of us might say something wrong, and it could be hard to
take back.”
“Maybe you’re right. But we need to have
a serious discussion soon.”
Suddenly, a thought occurred
to Josette. “I’ve got an inkling of an idea,” she said. “It
might fix this gnarly little problem we're having. And tell you about
it soon, I promise.”
“Whatever you have in store, it
has to be big and important. Otherwise, I won't be able to feel that
I'm big and important to you,” said Darrell.
“Don’t
worry,” Josette replied. “It will be about the biggest thing
that's ever happened to you.”
THE END
To
continue with the adventures of Josette and Darrell, see “The Dark
of the Moon,” already posted here at TFTGS.
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